The fucked up thing is,
He thinks she gave up on him.
He thinks she just let go.
But how could she?
He is the love of her life.
The One man for whom she was made.
She just couldn’t bear the pain.
There were more hearts at stake than her own.
She couldn’t keep hurting people.
She couldn’t stand that she was hurting him.
Hurting so badly, he asked her to block him from everything she writes!
She did it, but only because he asked her to.
And it broke her fucking heart.
She still doesn’t understand what happened.
She doesn’t know where to go or what to do next.
She knows she is his though.
She always has been.
She always will be.
He knows it too.
He has to know it.
And if he doesn’t know it,
If down in his soul he doesn’t know that she will never abandon all hope,
Then she didn’t do a very good job loving him.